February 2012
January 2012
It was love, wasn't it?
The scars on me are gone, but the love you inflicted is still strong. The memories might seem painful, but it was so great — Wasn’t it? You and I. The best thing to happen to me in my life. When I reminisce back to the time you wiped off the blood on the floor with your favorite Yankees jersey…that was love, wasn’t it?
You hurt me, but at least I knew you still cared. Because every...
A Mirror
A mirror shows an image of a broke girl. The shattered pieces of glass begin to fall as if the mirror suddenly became a glacier. As the pieces fall onto the floor, the girl begins to realize she was never broken nor shattered, but what she saw was the distorted image of herself in you.
a letter to the other
She feels so empty without you.
It’s silly, really. I know you miss her but you don’t love her. She was devastated but seemed to strong. She began talking about moving on and seemed pretty alright on the outside. But she is really good at that, isn’t she? I guess you out of all people should know that.
She is a mess.
It’s hard to watch her break down and it’s...
Love Isn't Enough
whywebrokeupproject:
Sure, we loved each other. But trying to build a life together based on nothing but love is like trying to build a beach house on a foundation of jello. It sounds romantic but is really just a big mess. I love you, I love you, I love you. And that is why we broke up.
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Pinksageism #2: We are all broken
The truth is, people break you. It could be your parents growing up, kids bullying you at school, or the love of your life. Maybe someone just forgot to tell you birthday. Who the fuck knows, people get hurt over random shit. The point is, they break you and leave you beside the trash like a used condom, not even properly discarded in the bin. They go on and piss off doing whatever the fuck...
Moving!
Final stretch. Today, My Internet is being activated and I’m bringing some of my life essential such as wine bottles, laptop, television, Xbox 360, and soap.
I brought some clothes, but honestly there is nothing I own that would look decent next to any of the South Beach fashion hobos. I need new clothes and can’t seem to find a Ross.
This has seriously been the longest move...
My advise Column #1: Stop telling me to “get over...
When was the last time I was happy? I don’t really know. There are things that make me temporary happy: The first drink of the night (usually Vodka heavy), pain killers with a bottle of wine, dying and coming back, picking a wedgey, buying a new gadget or scoring a good fuck and hoping he leaves in the morning. What makes me the happiest? Getting the fuck out of somewhere. Disappearing....
2012: In it to win it!
To say 2011 was a bad year for me would extremely inaccurate. I’ve have a harsh last couple of years and simply carried the baggage over. Friends lost, heart broken, dreams shattered. I made a long string of mistakes, bad decisions and I made myself numb to any feeling. 2012, is the year of redemption.
In retro respective, putting a side the dark place my heart was at, I had a fantastic...
December 2011
My Top 5 Artists (Week Ending 2011-12-25) →
Lady Gaga (8)
Ella Fitzgerald (2)
George Benson (1)
Glenn Miller (1)
Duke Ellington (1)
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My Top 5 Artists (Week Ending 2011-12-18) →
Billie Holiday (39)
Lady Gaga (35)
Amy Winehouse (29)
The Roots (21)
N.W.A (17)
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My Top 5 Artists (Week Ending 2011-12-11) →
Lady Gaga (57)
Original Cast (6)
Toby Lightman (5)
NYIP (5)
Disney Chorus (3)
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